Don’t tense up bro. You need to relax and enjoy what is happening. This is all part of the massage. I want to make sure your muscles are all stretched out. Trust me, once I pump a load into your tight ass, you will feel much better. It will feel like a great weight has been lifted from your shoulders.   A great deal of your stress comes from hiding who and what you are. Once you accept your role as a cum dump, you will be much happier and more relaxed. Now focus on the cock in your ass, feel it massaging your fuck chute. Your job is to make that cock feel good. Let the stress drain out of your body and concentrate on the cock.