Focusing on the task at hand, he grabs to man’s hips to pull them forward, forcing more of that thick cock into his face. He is concentrating on not gagging.  He wants to properly worship this impressive slab of meat. He needs to prove that he is worthy of use. His goal is to bring as much pleasure as possible to the man feeding him cock. It is a matter of pride. This time he wants to do this himself, he wants it in him balls-deep. 

He finds it embarrassing to be a cocksucker for his former best friend.  He now kneels in front of his former buddy, as often as he is allowed, hoping to be of service. The truly humiliating part is that he is not very good at it. So far he has been unable to deep throat that massive fuck stick. 

What use is a fag that can’t suck cock?

He knows that time is running out.  He has another minute or two, at most, to swallow the entire cock.  If he can’t do it himself, the man, his former best friend, will grab the sides of his head and force the cock fully into him.  Then he will start to skull fuck him….hard.  He knows from experience that it wont be gentle or caring.  He is nothing more than a hole to his former friend, a hole to be used.