The feeling of joy, and pain, of your first penetration.  Feeling another man’s thick cock stretching out your tight, virgin hole and making you into his bitch. Feeling more full and complete than you have ever felt before. Feeling the cock inside of you pushing deeper than you thought possible. Feeling your ass transforming into a cunt.

This is the moment when you go from being a “man” to being nothing more than a fuck toy for men. 

The moment you find your true purpose in life, and you realize that that purpose involves some pain.