The first time was rough, both mentally and physically. He still thought of himself as a man, but what he just did

was quickly sinking in. Dropping to his knees and sucking his friends cock, while a group of his teammates watched. He knew that this was not something a man would do. He could not think of what to say, how to explain what happened, how to regain a little of his manhood or a bit of his dignity. So instead he knelt there stunned, his brain trying to cope with his new position in life, with his buddies jizz dripping out of his mouth, while he watched the rest of the guys start to unzip their jeans.