I cannot believe what he has turned me into.  For the past several weeks he has forced me to do more and more degrading things.  I not longer think twice when I am asked to suck his cock, or spread my legs and allow his friends to fuck me in the ass.  I have even been drinking his warm piss.  He has made me love and crave anything that comes from a man’s cock. I have sunk lower than I could have ever imagined.

It has got so bad that I now crave his bodily fluids. To punish me, he now makes me unbutton his jeans and pull out his cock, without using my hands. Only instead of allowing me to put the head in my mouth to swallow his piss, I am forced to hold his meat between my lips and aim it towards the urinal. 

He punishes me by making me watch, up close, his fluids going down the drain, without being worshiped.