Stop stressing about it, so you are a fag, its not that big of a deal.  Focus on the good things. Like how many guys you are going to make happy with that tight little body of yours.  There is no shame in submitting to real men, it’s just who you are.  Your body has already accepted it, just give in fully, tell your mind it’s OK to let other guys use you for their pleasure. It’s your role in life.  Some men give and some boys receive.